I am confuse. Maybe I'm thinking too much. Maybe it is just one sided. Maybe I should just give up the whole idea? Am I receiving the wrong signal, or is the signal being sent, not clear in the first place.
Reactions were mixed when a certain situation arisies. It's either this or that reaction for a certain situation. However, both this and that reactions came together.
Should I recept the signal and follow the wave of it when the unknown is being faced. Or, should I take heed of what was being said from a time long ago. To ask for and clarify the truth before proceeding to the next step. Both need tremendous courage.
To face the unknown, is always unpredictable. What have always been expected will not turn up. To face the truth, is always hard to swallow.
Maybe, eagerness is making decisions, thoughts and views abstract. It is threatening. It's not good sometimes. Especially when not used to it. Time should tell, but how much time is left.
Not stepping forward is a self protective mechanism. But time won't allow distance to stay the same. Its not that there is no wants in moving, its just that the road is not even there. There's no goal, no light and the shadow is blurry.
Going after a mirage, is a tiring thing. Destination will never be reached and it will evaporate once enough distance had covered. Once realised that its nothing but the work of light of soul being refracted, breaking down is inevitable.
Hitting the wall once is hard enough. But hitting it the second time without knowing where the wall is, is much more painful.
Not knowing whether confessing is a good idea. Is it feasible? Is it stupidity? I'm not sure...
Damn photoshop! Ya messing up my mind...
Reactions were mixed when a certain situation arisies. It's either this or that reaction for a certain situation. However, both this and that reactions came together.
Should I recept the signal and follow the wave of it when the unknown is being faced. Or, should I take heed of what was being said from a time long ago. To ask for and clarify the truth before proceeding to the next step. Both need tremendous courage.
To face the unknown, is always unpredictable. What have always been expected will not turn up. To face the truth, is always hard to swallow.
Maybe, eagerness is making decisions, thoughts and views abstract. It is threatening. It's not good sometimes. Especially when not used to it. Time should tell, but how much time is left.
Not stepping forward is a self protective mechanism. But time won't allow distance to stay the same. Its not that there is no wants in moving, its just that the road is not even there. There's no goal, no light and the shadow is blurry.
Going after a mirage, is a tiring thing. Destination will never be reached and it will evaporate once enough distance had covered. Once realised that its nothing but the work of light of soul being refracted, breaking down is inevitable.
Hitting the wall once is hard enough. But hitting it the second time without knowing where the wall is, is much more painful.
Not knowing whether confessing is a good idea. Is it feasible? Is it stupidity? I'm not sure...
Damn photoshop! Ya messing up my mind...
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