Awake

Its five thirty in the morning and I'm still wide awake... My bio clock is all screwed up. I'm now like waking up in the afternoon while sleeping at morning. Maybe work has already taken its toll on me and I'm breaking up bit by bit.

I do admit I'm a workaholic... But not to the extent of all work and no play. I work hard, I play hard too. I just got too much free time after work ever since she had left me. I don't have to go home on time, don't have to spend time with someone. I can come and go as and when I like. But I got bored at home most of the time so I prefer to work rather than idling.

Audition is getting a bit boring now. It's always the same song it's playing... The songs are so limited and they suck. There's also some unintentional bad blood in between some people in the game, the worst issue to happen. I won't elaborate, too much chore. However, I hate it when people become immature and childish and start to judge people. It's either they think they are damn good in life, or they thought they are just superior. Which neither they are...

Celebrate LC's birthday the day before, with the whole China team of course! Eunice was there too but too bad Sherry couldn't make it. We had fun, good chats and of course, heart to heart communication between each other as a friend rather than colleagues.

We shared some very funny views on how we view each other while we are in office. LC was always the slow and steady and the most stable of us all. That's we call her the Big Sis of China. J was the super duper multi tasker. Able to juggle three entities of China and New Zealand at any given time. However, he did confess that his workload for China is not as bad mine and LC's. S was called the Fast and Furious. She get things done fast and she do it furiously too! But due to the fact she is inexperienced, she is still not given full access yet, thus, limiting on the stuff she can do to allow us to assess her properly. I'm the Crazy bugger or that's what they had called. It was due to the fact that I'm handling China's second heaviest workload and I'm handling Korea at the same time. And I don't leave unless I got all the work for that day done.

LC said that the China team has liven up since I have come in to the picture. She said that before I step into the team, it was as if theres no one there. All quiet, no chatting, no chatting, no communication and the atmosphere is deadly serious. Even though there were three person handling China before I come, they aren't really talking to each other. Theres no bond.

LC says that when I was initially assigned to China, she was not caring two hoots about it. Due to the fact that we don't really communicate to each other and also we are minding our own entities. We are like displaced sand and the big black bear always like to disturb and bully us. The whole team started getting together after I cracked a stupid joke intentionally and it made everyone laughed.

I was officially labeled the Team's clown after that. Or should I say , the SSO department's clown. The department changed from a dead town full of zombies to a vibrant place where communications are always on the go. E said that I had brought a great change to the department with my vibrant, flamboyant and joker character.

G started to smile a lot more, P started to joke a bit more, LC started to talk a bit more, J suddenly become so uncool and joined me in the crazy parade. Ben Niao started to become the Information counter, giving out tidbits of news now and then. S was warming up to us so fast then we can share music while working. Er laugh a bit more, CC is starting to stop becoming a loner, A started to come to China team more, Ga opened up a little bit more. The big black bear then seize this chance to give me the responsibilities to make decisions for China team.

We now have lunch in the pantry as often as we could. Unlike last time, where we go for lunch ourselves. Lunch is the only time where we could sit and really joke. No one takes offense for anything that come their way. Including the big black bear. We crack jokes at him, in front of him and he just laugh it off.

Work suddenly become, enjoyable...